Forever Ago


"But here’s the thing about life: It works in funny and sometimes unfortunate ways.The people who could have been there forever are sometimes the very ones we have to let go, often for reasons that are entirely outside of our control. And so what do we do, when we find ourselves confronted with this uncomfortable reality? How do you say goodbye to the person you thought you’d have at your side for the rest of your life?" 



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