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This was my entry on 26th February when I'd almost felt like I don't want to live another day again . Who's gonna dry my tears, when im crying Who's gonna hold my hand, when im dying Determination, perseverence and persistence. In whatever you do, if you apply these three keys you're bound to succeed. Be it in a love situation, an exam situation or a new diet regime situation. I recently read an article by where how these three keys, or principles of thought, brought someone success and in the process, brought confidence as well. The man now owns one of the worlds leading company here which i decline to name. Im sounding like im talking about money but no. Its definitely true that money may be the most important thing in this world. But there are so many other things in this world that means more than money and that money cant buy. A very simple example without much complication is of course, Love. Spell it with a capital L for all I care. Another uncomplex exampl

I've been contemplating on what im gonna do for this next two months. Every minute now seems vital as im growing balder on the back of my head. Everyday the patch is spreading. But one thing good, and is not bad, that is growing, is my confidence. Having grown up with confidence as much as wild elephants living in jungles in Malaysia, its only fair. Sarcasm aside, I'm actually gonna work on my love life and bow out a happy, loved woman. Im not so good in articulating my feelings to someone so I gotta improve. Thoughts, i'm gonna. I grew up not knowing what i wanna be. Its still an ongoing problem. But not anymore. Not in two months time, it wont. Because of the fact that i have such a short time tells me what i really want. I always lose in the affection battle. My wanting to dream of it happening, rather than making it actually happen, always wins. Its an arcane aberration. And as frustrating as it is, not just to me but also to the affected party, i couldnt do anything. E

Now that I've more rest than usual, I have time to write, write and write. I love it. It does explain the consecutive days of entry doesn't it? There's no such thing as writing to reach you. If there is, I would have gotten to him. Right at his footstep. Maybe even at his door step. But as the universe wants it, I am right now in front of my computer desk crafting this very post. Did I mentioned, how much I'm enjoying this? I love it. Okay second time? Nobody cares. I will say it as many times as I damn well please. Well, that's possibly the only thing going for me. I probably shouldn't be dwelling on failures. Little ones. Not being cocky but I've come this far. 25 years worth of experience & hardship. Sweat, tears and blood. There's nothing i can't handle. We're talking about a little minor setback. It's shmuck. I will love again. I will find the man worth writing 20 songs about. He'll be so worth it, I'll even sing live for hi