For one more day

If you had a chance, just one chance to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it?

I want to be such fearless explorer, being able to believe in the power of love. With much argument made, bigger part of my heart trying to second guessing that some day, I will be alone. And then continued walking to the tree house with much heavier workloads in the company of really loud crickets hiding in those trees in a middle of jungle I'm in and aloof of streams pounding the rocks. Slowing me down even more. I like the night, without the dark, you will never see the stars. I never really gets the sentiment of reminding people when shooting stars will occur at this local time, specific date and location of states you able to see them from, I get it you can predict extra terrestrial movements, even confirmed the UFO's existence. Wait, where does this lead me and being soaked in the power of love with unidentified flying objects? Not even close to being relevant. No, not even the government, you say. My point is, you may be out there but I look up to the skies only praying in my heart for ease of making your way to me quick. Or, or what kind of mistake did I wishes to unwished really, I have no reason to make this wish come true, with that being said.

None of my wishes have ever come true, what does it matter how I make my wishes? Maybe, you can't wish upon just about any random stars. Maybe, it only works with shooting stars. I used to preach nature the same way you have faith in love. It almost speaks a greater volume being traumatised as you seen in a bird box movie until I self diagnosed that I've lost a sense of human physical touch. It not only do that to me, but for some physical changes drastically took away my self awareness. For a minute or two living inside my own body, resolute of feeling unwanted was ignited. Then I got to rest or slack without much worry in my life.

Did you know, the Greeks actually believed that shooting stars represented falling human souls, that it was lucky to make a wish on them. I know, it sounds preposterous. But, the Greeks also invented democracy, so let's not be too critical of them.


People often lie so to not disappoint the person they’re lying to. It’s ironic. Because disappointment is all they feel when they’ve uncovered the truth. I do lie, so I’m not really an honest person, but I mostly lie just to make myself seem stupid. Others lie to make themselves look good. Can’t understand that. It never lasts

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