Seeds and growing up until now

I would like for us to be aware with environmental news or and get out and Goddamnit plan some plan. Or better yet, make vows. So vows are made to accomplish something. I'm telling you about vows but whether you make vows or not is up to you. I'm bringing the subject up because I know that you don't understand, it's not up to me to force you to make vows. Now that I want to study about Environmental issues, everyone should make his own vows. The bigger the better. The greater your vow power is the greater your accomplishment will be, right? Am I right? Since I also read about causal ground, maybe each of us should write them out in detail. I always practices vague out words, cause its an errand of points. I write keywords cause I have plenty other things to do, but this one need you not to be sloppy or just blurt out, "I vow to save living beings".

Really? How are you going to save them? All you do all day is think about wearing good clothes, eating well and living in a nice place, saving the living beings in your mouth, in your stomach and on your body. That's not it. Not allowed. You must be specific about the vows that you make and about what they involve now and in the future. As for the past, we'll forget about whether you applied effort and cultivated.
What are you going to do in the future? The greater the vows you make now, the greater your position will be in the result. I asked my dad how did you very determined with your work. I've heard million times he is the best at what he's done. The secret is to wake up super early. No matter how late you've up last night. He woke up at 4 every morning. If he didn't work for 2 weeks, he still awakes to send us to school some wee mornings. Also he does drink tea only. Why are we talking about him, I must have missing him. Where are we again?

We can use mushroom to clean up oil spill in the sea. So much important information in the narrative movie about soil, just being pesticide free, organic, natural sugar, and just that I have no idea why we, particular with being horrible demand of mankind that first urge the action of starting a war, burning, polluting the world. There's no separate of nature cause we are around it, beautifully powerful process yet its too authentic. Its just surrounded us since our ancestors, our health, our beings. So vows are solemn promises, like you think of submitting to your partner wholly. Or completely being just brave to go through anything. They are important because without them you have no guidelines. It's like walking down the road without knowing where you are headed or whether you are walking in the right direction. If you make vows, you have a guide like a traveler who has a guide to show him around. 

Chronic inflammation is not good, it caused by what we eat. I Googled Anti-inflammation and inflammation....I can't stop thinking about every cans/processed food that has been packed or made right as I typed this. We made that. We slowly producing something that shorten the length of lifespans. We need politically will to change this transparent problem which people are so comfortable with this kind of lifestyle. It's heart wrenching emotion to being built around problem that we ourselves has caused and couldn't find a way to stop it quickly.

My brains hurt. I need more water and I'm crying because our generation has lost sense of getting to know natural plants/herbs where it still a minor community who done the actual work, wasn't getting much credits than supposed to. Thanks to brutal rats of political work that conquered big lands just to build more concretes. I praised the history of mankind made of building but that is it. I stop here cause I hope my action will be louder than my words for now. On hiatus to be closer to the nature and bug bites and weather grown mushroom or fascinating fungi or weird animals around my surrounding. 

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