I think I feel in love with the weather today

Coming back to my home town gives me just right amount of nostalgia feeling every time I get out and get about with errands or simply an impromptu adventure. Im not shocked half the people recognize me immediately even with mask on. 
There's this part that I will keep telling you about something that instilled my heart for reasons I may not fully understand but space in my heart is filled with his and our old memories so the next time I found myself crossed path with him, I know what kind of reaction I'll be contemplating of doing. 

Moving forward, suddenly today my mind was in peace. I kind of believe something special is in store for me just to be unravel just yet. 

I found the woman who make me want to be hopeful and be on top of my game, quintessentially, she is so gorgeous and I hope they will make it to the end happily. I pray everyone's safety and I wish people life's journey isn't too rough on edges. I don't plan to rant sometimes soon, I wanna keep it to myself as Im being grateful and blissful for what I have right now. Take care and be safe wherever you are. 

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